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Narrated by:
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Sebastian York
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CJ Bloom
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Written by:
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S L Scott
About this listen
New York Times bestselling author, S.L. Scott, has created an epic and fast-paced story packed with brilliant banter, humor, and great tension. This is a character driven and riveting standalone that has readers' and listeners' hearts racing and swooning.
Cash Ryatt is a distraction. It's no secret the bad boy race car driver has built a reputation from two things. Winning and fu-front-page headlines. I've read he's the best at both, but I have no intention of finding out firsthand. I have my own plans, and they don't include making the gossip sites as his next one-night stand. My three older brothers, his bosses, would never stand for it anyway. So, how did I find myself daydreaming about the one man I've been forbidden from dating? His mere proximity causes my heart to beat wildly in my chest.
My knees go weak when his eyes find mine across the track. But it's the way he kisses me as if the rest of the world doesn't exist that has me falling into his playboy trap. I finally surrender to temptation, but only for one night, and for the record, there was no standing involved except against a door that got in our way. But no deed goes unpunished. No matter how good we are together. He's given an ultimatum. Will he take his last chance to win the world championship or follow his heart and race back to me?
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