
If I Can't Have You
Susan Powell, Her Mysterious Disappearance, and the Murder of Her Children
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Kevin Pierce
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Best-selling author Gregg Olsen and co-author Rebecca Morris investigate one of the 21st Century's most puzzling disappearances and how it resulted in the murder of two children by their father.
Every once in a great while a genuine murder mystery unfolds before the eyes of the American public. The tragic story of Susan Powell and her murdered boys, Charlie and Braden, is the only case that rivals the Jon Benet Ramsey saga in the annals of true crime. When the pretty, blonde Utah mother went missing in December of 2009 the media was swept up in the story - with lenses and microphones trained on Susan's husband, Josh. He said he had no idea what happened to his young wife, and that he and the boys had been camping in the middle of a snowstorm.
Over the next three years bombshell by bombshell, the story would reveal more shocking secrets. Josh's father, Steve, who was sexually obsessed with Susan, would ultimately be convicted of unspeakable perversion. Josh's brother, Michael, would commit suicide. And in the most stunning event of them all, Josh Powell would murder his two little boys and kill himself with brutality beyond belief.
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- By MaxMiniTV on 04-15-16
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Bringing Adam Home
- The Abduction That Changed America
- By: Les Standiford, Joe Matthews
- Narrated by: Robert Fass
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Before Adam Walsh there were no faces on milk cartons, no Amber Alerts, no National Center for Missing and Exploited Children, no federal databases of crimes against children, no pedophile registry. His 1981 abduction and murder, unsolved for over a quarter of a century, forever changed America.
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Well-told from the Law Enforcement Perspective
- By Jackie Cross on 03-12-11
By: Les Standiford, and others
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Desert Heat
- By: J. A. Jance
- Narrated by: Hillary Huber
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A cop lies dying beneath the blistering Arizona sun - a local lawman who may well have become the next sheriff of Cochise County. The police brass claim that Andy Brady was dirty, and that his shooting was a suicide attempt. Joanna Brady, his devoted wife and mother of their nine-year-old daughter, knows a cover-up when she hears one...and murder when she sees it.
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How happy was that??!!
- By karen on 03-09-15
By: J. A. Jance
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The Meaning of Matthew
- My Son's Murder in Laramie, and a World Transformed
- By: Judy Shepard
- Narrated by: Judy Shepard
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The mother of Matthew Shepard shares her story about her son's death and the choice she made to become an international gay rights activist.
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Heart breaking story
- By sherry on 08-10-12
By: Judy Shepard
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Burned Alive
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- By: Kieran Crowley
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Beautiful, bubbly, 20-year-old Kim Antonakos was returning to her New York City apartment after a night of clubbing with a friend. A business major with wild black hair, long polished fingernails, and a new Honda her loving father had bought her, Kim took good care of herself and looked forward to a bright future. But on her way home in the early morning darkness of that Ash Wednesday, Kim was abducted - and her mysterious kidnappers would be the last people to see her alive. Kim's father, wealthy computer executive Tommy Antonakos, launched a widespread search for his daughter.
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Well written..Great narrator...Sad, sad story
- By JBT3 on 02-01-19
By: Kieran Crowley
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Edge of Evil
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Successful TV journalist Alison Reynolds' career comes to an abrupt end when top executives decide they need a "younger face". As if that's not enough, Ali discovers her media mogul husband is cheating on her: and her best friend from high school is missing.
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Book 1 of new Jance series
- By Brian PDX on 11-25-14
By: J. A. Jance
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The Real Lolita
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Vladimir Nabokov’s Lolita is one of the most beloved novels ever. And yet, very few of its readers know that the subject of the novel was inspired by a real-life case: the 1948 abduction of 11-year-old Sally Horner. Weaving together suspenseful crime narrative, cultural and social history, and literary investigation, The Real Lolita tells Sally Horner’s full story for the first time. Sarah Weinman uncovers how much Nabokov knew of the Sally Horner case and the efforts he took to disguise that knowledge during the process of writing and publishing Lolita.
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Meandering and tedious while never delivering the promised story.
- By Timothy McCarthy on 09-15-18
By: Sarah Weinman
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Sign of the Cross: A Collins-Burke Mystery, Book 1
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Monty Collins is a sharp-tongued public defender who just wants to represent an upstanding character for a change. A priest with something to hide isn't quite what he had hoped for, but when the literate, arrogant, and tight-lipped Father Brennan Burke is implicated in the strange murder of a young woman, Monty doesn't just take the case - the case takes him. When Burke won't come clean, Monty is forced to play private detective, traveling into his client's past. Things look good for the case until another body is found....
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Hybrid Mystery
- By connie on 07-31-12
By: Anne Emery
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Wasted
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- By: Linda Wolfe
- Narrated by: Pete Cross
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On an August night in 1986, Jennifer Levin left a Manhattan bar with Robert Chambers. The next morning, her strangled, battered body was found in Central Park. Linda Wolfe goes beyond the headlines and media hype to recreate a story of a teenager whose immigrant mother was determined to make a better life for her son, a petty thief and drug user who'd been expelled from the best schools. Wasted powerfully depicts the freewheeling 1980s society that spawned a generation steeped in violence and the fatal impulses that drove Robert Chambers to kill.
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A very thorough reporting for the time
- By Amazon Customer on 12-28-16
By: Linda Wolfe
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In Contempt
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This number-one New York Times best seller is an unflinching look at what the television cameras could not show: behind-the-scenes meetings, the deteriorating relationships between the defense and prosecution teams, the taunting, baiting, and pushing matches between Darden and Simpson, the intimate relationship between Darden and Marcia Clark, and the candid factors behind Darden's controversial decision for Simpson to try on the infamous glove, and much more.
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Author-narrated/well-written - yet abridged
- By J.Chin on 06-28-16
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Mind Tryst
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Still reeling from her young son's death, Jackie Sheppard retreats to a small town in the Colorado Rockies. Comforted that no one knows of her tragic past, she's thrilled to take a job at a family law firm, where she meets Tom, the local carpenter. Jackie's distrust of others hinders their relationship, but they slowly build a budding romance. However, as she begins to settle into her new life, disturbing things start happening to Jackie...
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Not Your Normal Robyn Carr Book!
- By Klehan on 12-09-13
By: Robyn Carr
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- Chris
- 03-06-16
That empty feeling...
The book is great but the story is brutal, it's such a trip into a freak show. From the oblivious police\detectives\CPS and the closed knit wack job Powell family its just a road that gets darker and darker...
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- KMP
- 02-17-18
well written
Very interesting. I heard of the story but never knew the details. I pray for the day Susan can be laid to rest
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- Elizabeth
- 08-31-21
In depth overview of a dramatic case
This audible was a great listen to a book I don’t think I would’ve been able to finish in physical form. The narration pulled me in, sullen yet shocking describing all the heartbreak, evil and drama involved with Susan Powell’s case. This story is a true testament to how much damage one man can do. I was gripped and couldn’t put this down while on vacation in Yosemite. My heart aches for the suffering that Susan and her children had to endure at the hands of her husband and his family. This story really puts you in her perspective as well as others involved with journal entries, emails and quotes from Susan and all those surrounding her. The environments are well described poignantly. You really feel as if you almost got to know all those involved on a personal level. I hope someday Susan is found, laid to rest and her family has peace. This book is a nice tribute and remembrance of Susan, her children and a case which held the nation’s attention for good reason.
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- johnnybutter
- 06-26-19
Good book, sad story
Very, very good book but sometimes really difficult to listen to such a horrific story. Tragic.
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- Gina Watson
- 07-28-17
I was literally in my car yelling at the radio
Where does If I Can't Have You: rank among all the audiobooks you’ve listened to so far?
10
What was the most compelling aspect of this narrative?
I've heard of this story, but never really read anything about it till now. I downloaded it based on the reviews and the fact that this guy was able to do what he did is insane. It was a really good book, really sad in the way this women and her children lived and how they suffered at the hands of the man that was supposed to love them the most.
What about Laural Merlington and Kevin Pierce ’s performance did you like?
They did a really good job in reading the story and making the emotion be felt. I could not stop listening.
Did you have an extreme reaction to this book? Did it make you laugh or cry?
Yes! I was literally in my car listening on the way home from work yelling at the radio, it has a lot of "DUH" moments. When I was listening to the way it all ended and how tragic it was a bawled.
Any additional comments?
The fact that this evil man was able to do what he did to this women and her babies is disgusting. I hope he burns in hell for what he did to her, her children and her family. He is manipulative and was all about what he wanted and would make others suffer for his own entertainment, he a vile man does the devils work. I pray for this family, I know Susan and her babies and in the glory of heaven together with no pain and suffering. Praise God!
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- Tracy
- 06-23-15
Riveting.
What made the experience of listening to If I Can't Have You: the most enjoyable?
I followed this case from the very beginning. I recall seeing the deterioration of Josh Powell with each and every interview. He went from dark circles to darker circles under the eyes ... his anguish was palpable. His torment was etched on his face. Having the experience of following the case as it unfolded made reading this more much more interesting.
What about Laural Merlington and Kevin Pierce ’s performance did you like?
Excellent narrators. Kevin Pierce is one I've heard on a number of other books and he's really good.
If you could give If I Can't Have You: a new subtitle, what would it be?
Get out of abusive relationships EARLY. The longer you wait, the more dangerous the situation.
Any additional comments?
The story of the Powell's heart breaking. This was not an easy read for that reason. While it's a well written work, the story itself is painful, dark and scary.
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- Brandy
- 02-24-15
Truly devistating!
Would you listen to If I Can't Have You: again? Why?
I don't know if I could listen to this book again.... not because of the narrator or the composition of the story. It would be because of the intense emotional toll this book took on me. It's so hard to imagine that someone could be so heartless, selfish and evil but, as we all know, there are people like Josh Powell out there.
What was the most compelling aspect of this narrative?
The fact that Susan was in fear of her life and she allowed herself to be vulnerable enough for Josh to kill her was extremely compelling to me. If only she would have left him when she had the chance. It angers me sometimes that people put so much weight in the views of their religion when it comes to divorce. No one should ever have to be miserable or in a dangerous situation just because their church would look down on them for ending a marriage. There are too many marriages that end in murder for this very reason.... ONE is too many!
Which character – as performed by Laural Merlington and Kevin Pierce – was your favorite?
Susan Cox
Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?
Yes
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- sjaranyi
- 03-16-21
Gripping and tragic story
I loved this audible! From the narrating to the storyline, I was hooked. I found this to be a moving story and well done with narration in that it was read similar to transcripts, not a story. It was emotional, and had a few edge of seat moments. Well done!
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- S Finch
- 08-27-16
Great Listen! Female Narrator - Not So Much
The only thing I wasn't a fan of was the female narrator that popped up at the beginning of each chapter. It took away the seriousness for me, because she sounds like a robot in my opinion. I loved the male narrator and the story. Finished it in two days!
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- Patrick Reeve Boyd
- 02-11-21
Read like the eulogy at a funeral
All the fight and intrigue is gone out of Kevin’s voice in this one. His mournful, somber pace never lets you forget — for a minute — this book about the terrible loss of loved ones.
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